Thursday, January 15, 2009

Siluk Horror writer: Bram Stoaker Award (2009)

Siluk: Bram Stoker Award

Announcing the Horror Stories and books by
Dr. Dennis L. Siluk, Ed.D.

Under consideration for the Bram Stoker Award

For best short fiction collection, 2009

See his horror books: the Tiamat trilogy, series, plus several short story horror books, “Death on Demand” (to include the renowned story, “The Rape Angelina of Glastonbury, AD 119” read by many of his 150,000-monthly readers) (and: “The Seventy Born Son”); “Dracula’s Ghost,” has eight trying stories, and “The Tale of the Jumping Serpents of Bosnia, another Colleton of eldritch short fiction (to include the growing interest in “Night Ride to Huancayo” a horrific supernatural tale). Also, the psychological thriller, “The Mumbler,” and “Manticore, Day of the Beast” And his book on visions “The Last Trumpet…” and “Angelic Renegades…” he is the unknown crown horror writer of the decade. Also see “After Eve” [a book of historic adventure].

His books can be seen on Amazon.com; B&N.com; abe.com and all the other internet big and small book dealers.

For those interested in the readings of Mr. Siluk’s books, he invites you to email the following:


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See Reviews by Benjamin Szumskyj on Dennis L. Siluk (and visit his many websites http:// dennissiluk.tripod.com


BENJAMIN SZUMSKYJ is a qualified teacher (Bachelor of Arts in Education / Bachelor of Arts in Social Sciences, minor in English) at a private high school. He also has a diploma as a librarian technician/assistant and a graduate diploma in Christian Studies. Szumskyj also acted as convener on the horror panel of the 2005 Aurealis Awards. In addition to being a member of the Australian Horror Writers Association, he is also a member of the (American) Horror Writers Association. His blog can be found at SSWFT, which is updated irregularly.



"In the Pits of Hell, a Seed of Faith Grows" - a review of The Macabre Poems: and Other Selected Poems (Volume III) by Dennis L. Siluk for Calenture: a Journal of Studies in Speculative Verse (Volume 1 # 1: September 2005).


"Interview with Dennis L. Siluk," for Lost Sanctum #2 (Wild Cat Books, 2006).


“He Is What He Writes: The Weird Tales of Dennis L. Siluk" for Dissections: The Journal of Contemporary Horror #2

(http://www.simegen.com/writers/dissections/February%202008/dissections_page_06.html>, 2008).

Saturday, January 10, 2009

The Granulate Hotel Episode (a short story, Abysmal Terror)

The Granulate Hotel Episode
(Abysmal Terror)



Prologue: Seldom do I do a prologue to a story, but I feel I must for this one: the story is not far from the truth, what I write is what is happening in many parts of Lima, put here in story form, and throughout Peru, today—in 2008 and now in 2009. It has been for a while, and it is getting worse. It is sad but true, like most cities, they want to keep such things quite to the outside world, especially the tourist, yet, very little is being done in the law enforcement area in Peru today to counter terrorism, the immense problems with thief, many of them are on the police force, and cheaply bought, and seldom if ever come to assist anybody in need. It starts from the top of course, and ends at the very bottom. The world has their wars, such as the United States, in Iraq, and Israel with Hamas at the moment, Russia with Georgia, and China with Tibet, and so forth and so on, but there is an internal war going on in Peru, in that, the people and the government work against themselves. This in itself is a destructive kind of war, and never ending, and is why they seldom find themselves ahead of the game. There are plenty of laws, but no understructure to implement them, that is to say, laws un-enforced are no laws at all, it is just a show and tell thing. If you love a country, you speak up for it, even if it sounds like you are against it. And I suppose that is what this prologue is, and now for the story of “The Granulate Hotel Episode.”

He was a very cautious young man, just twenty-one, self-absorbed sort of a lad, sitting a spell on the stone wall, above, looking down upon the Lima coat, a cool dampness, a breeze oozed through his hair, Lima, Peru, in 1999, had its peril, and to a Midwestern boy, mostly hidden. A light fog was lifting from the morning heat, the breeze driving it up and out of the city, the wet from the ocean blew upon his face, and the top of his shoes, and socks were getting wet.
From one site to the next of the wall, he paced slowly, quietly, smoking a Lucky Strike Cigarette, then half smoked, he flicked it to the ground. Bright as the morning was, he was not ready to embark on looking for a job; it was only his second day in the city. He moves on through the morning light to the downtown area, Miraflores in particular. The ground along the parkway was soft compared to the long walk on cement. His feet—after a few hours of walking about, felt like pine-needles sticking them. Kind of a new sensation, one he had not yet experience in his youth.
He kind of walked aimlessly through the busy sidewalks, and across the busy inner city streets, that stretched out like the wings of a condor, over looking the restaurant, the Rosa Nautical, below.
He could feel his smallness in this so called international metropolis of some eight-million people, compared to St. Paul, Minnesota, of less than 300-thousand. Strange were his feelings, in the midst of the vast volume all around him, as if he was being shut in by mountains, and not so far in the distance, one could see on one side of the city the Andes, the other side, the ocean.
He lifted up one foot, the next one, rubbed them, leaned against a telephone pole, there were no trees about, he had to go to the bathroom and there was no bushes to hide behind. Slowly and carefully, he moved, found a Movie Theater, asked kindly if he could use their bathroom, and they allowed him to. His sense of direction was not good, was never good, but like always it never seemed to bother him much, he found his way, and he knew he was headed towards his hotel room, he paid $17.00 a night, and the bathroom was in the hallway. It was a dingy room, one bed, no television, a radio though, and a dresser drawer, with a mirror on it.

Now in his hotel room, sitting on the edge of his bed, he heard several footsteps outside his room, they seemed to be rushing back and forth, it made for instant curiosity, he moved to the door, listened, then Bill Warren suddenly looking out into the hallway through the knothole in the door, saw a girl he thought he knew, but something at the same instant snapped inside his head. He staggered back to his bed, weakened, dropped his glasses he had in his hands—he had taken them off to look in the peephole, and his head was in a state of unbearable pain.
He was dizzy, saw shadows flying by, couldn’t focus, he looked about, everything was black, it freighted him. He articulated a moaning sigh; his head was hurling more and more, into some kind of surreal state, he was being restrained, yes he told himself, that’s it, something or someone was restraining him, for his body was like it was paralyzed, as if he was knocked senseless and brought back to sensibility only to be drugged somehow, by someone, someway, into a restraining position.
He told himself, Bill Warren, is not all Bill Warren, somehow he shares a part of his will and body with someone else, that someone has taken charge of him, and a voice said, the word, ‘anachronism,’ what exactly does that mean? He asked himself, perhaps it means ‘leftover,’ something is leftover, from his awaken world, which he was not fully in, only ten-percent in. And it was so very, very dark, and he tried to open his eyes, but he was being restrained.
He know cried, he knew the curse of helpless fear, He was so very afraid, in the deep dark; who put him here, there, whoever it was, was not though with him.
It was like night in a forest, an abysmal terror. His hotel room was in chaos, he had guests in it, he could now hear their breathing, and the sound of police sirens, he felt then, maybe they’re coming to help me, and like any hero, he started yelling, and he could hear footsteps coming toward his apartment, and one person questioned the other and they slipped out the back window of the room, those who were inside his room.

Said one police voice to the other, “Mr. Warren, is that your name?”
“Yes,” said Bill Warren, “That’s my name.”
“We’re going to take you to the hospital, ok sir?”
“What for, just find my glasses please and get these dark—whatever it is out of my eyes, so I can see.”
“Are you in any pain sir,” asked one of the police voices.
“Oh…” he stopped to think, “yes, oh yes, my head and eyes, and everything hurts, why?”
The police voice that was speaking was Sergeant Lopez,
“Let me explain Mr. Warren what took place here. The girl across the hall, said she thought she knew you, and saw three guys go into your room, she thought it was their room until she saw you, then she called us. We didn’t respond very quickly, and then she called us again. The three bandits slipped you a powder and it numbed your body, and they stole your eyes, you have none sir and they were about to cut open your mid-section, and take some parts out of you to sell, it’s becoming a very prominent and very lucrative business nowadays, had we not come when we did, need I say more.”
It was all stupefying, for Mr. Warren, he put his hands up to his eye sockets, pulled out the rags that were left in them, and sure enough, they were empty.
“Take him to the hospital,” said Sergeant Lopez, “I’ll have a look around here to see if they are still about, or perhaps a clue that they were.”
Said Sergeant Lopez in the hallway to the hotel manager,
“Tell Manuel to be more careful nest time, and that the young woman in room 333, has pretty eyes.”


Written in Lima, Peru, 1-10-2009

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"The Midnight Sun" Revised 1-2009 and "Whale Bone Graveyard"


The Midnight Sun
((Point Lay, Alaska: the Find)(Reedited and Revised, 1-2009))


By Author: Dennis Siluk



Point Lay Alaska is located at 69°44'28" North, 163°0'31" West (69.741023, -163.008613) GR1. According to the United States Census Bureau, the CDP has a total area of 89.3 km 2 (34.5 mi 2). 78.9 km² (30.5 mi²) of it is land and 10.4 km² (4.0 mi²) of it is water. The total area is 11.66% water.

I was sitting in a U. S. Mail cargo plane, small in size, and we landed quickly and quietly at Point Lay Alaska; we had picked up the mail from Barrow, Alaska, it was 1996, June, and the weather was beautiful for this rough country—; we had landed and perhaps the whole village showed up seemingly out of nowhere, some twenty-feet in front of our plane, there couldn’t have been more than two-hundred in the whole village, and it appeared most of them were here, yes indeed, standing by the plane to see the new passenger, namely me (to my understanding in the year AD 2000 there were only 247-inhabitants at Point Lay, and as I looked about, I reconfirmed, my first assertion, that I doubted, there was over two-hundred in the whole village, and most were here standing at the side of the plane).
The American Indian race accounted for about 85% of the population, a few whites, a few other races I couldn’t tell, perhaps Russian related, because my pilot was Russian, and they looked a bit like my pilot; and a family or two of Hispanics. So there was a cross-cultural list of people here.
The weather was cloudy, isolated snow showers were forecasted for the evening, it was 15 to 20 degrees (colder than Barrow), some Northeast winds.
My Russian pilot, whom I paid to fly me on his route, down to Point Lay that is, was taking the cargo off now; Barrow was to the North and Kotzebue to my south, the Sea to the West of me. I had been talking to an archeologist on the plane to Barrow a few days ago, he and his fellow comrades made a discovery in the area—the Point Lay area, he had told me whereabouts of his discovery, but was reluctant to pinpoint it. They had found a mummy, taken a few hundred pictures of it, in its abode, a cave like abode (and nearby I would discover an underground cave as well with old whalebones holding the tundra in place, one not related to their find).
Perhaps the abode was a dwelling, or grave, he didn’t tell me at the time exactly, only showed me a few pictures of the mummy, more like a frozen body wrapped in old furs.
As I stepped out of the plane, and got into the village, there was a family that helped me on my voyage, or call it exploits to be. His wife had one older child (perhaps three years old), and she had an infant in her amaaq, she was small, and very cut, young Eskimo, or as they are called in this area Inuit’s.


I had arrived on a whim, I was going to stay in Barrow for my whole trip, at least those were my original plans, but this story intrigued me so, to the point I had to take this to its end. I had done some extensive traveling, and archeology was a hobby of mine, so it all fell quite smoothly into my mental forte (in essence, it was as if a golden egg, a gift you might say, was handed to me, and all I needed to do was to crack the egg, and inside the yoke, was my prize. And I was willing to do that.)
I had quickly learned Toornag; some kind of evil spirit had to be taken into consideration, as they, meaning the Inuit’s are sensitive to certain things, and this being one. They do believe there was some kind of a local flood that took place; thus, some principles, or fundamentals of Christianity were superimposed on the older ancestral beliefs here.
I paid the family I stayed with, what they wanted, for room and board, for me to live in their shack of a house, getting acclimated, and revitalizing myself for my journey, more likened to exploration to be. I had stayed at the Top of the World Hotel, in Barrow for a few days before I had walked down to the airstrip, along side the Chukchi Sea, and ventured to make a deal with the pilot.

(Let me insert this before I go on with my trip: it’s amazing to stand at the end of Point Barrow, and on one side you see the Beaufort Sea all frozen, and on the other side the Chukchi Sea, unfrozen, at least for six weeks out of the year anyway, and I was within that time period.)

I didn’t really care to jump into this new adventure so quickly, so suddenly without rigorous planning, it’s no longer my style, when I was young I was careless in my adventures, and got pretty hungry, and dependent on others; it just kind of took root though, as if it had a course of its own, slow paced it was, but not too slow, as it seeped into my attention and as we all know, : one thing leads into another, does it not.
The family I was staying with, went bear hunting with the elders on a few occasions when I was there, and I went once with them, in my six weeks, and found they felt the bears liked to smoke, yes I said smoke, it troubled me at first, but I had learned many things from the folks I lived with, and they believed the bear assumed human shape, or could, was capable of it doing so.
In a like manner, the folks I lived with, believed, the bear believed in a kind of hospitality thing, I mean, a generosity they had toward captured animals; they believed the animals let themselves be killed for the sake of their human brothers, to help them. A kindness I had a hard time digesting.
I do not remember how to spell my host’s name correctly, but I will try and leave it at the best I can, for this story: Umanaq and her husband, I shall call him as I can only remember the sounds of his name, and Qaviangaq.
The midnight sun came out each night, and other than that, life was great, no igloo stuff, just huts. Completely different than Barrow who had a population of some 3000-inhabitants, a metropolis you might say in the icy wilderness, a wilderness that was all white, blinding white, no trees, only tundra to let humans know, there was something more than ice in this land, and wild caribou, and big white bears, in the sterile arctic; and luxuries, were not plentiful, actually a pear in the store was $4.00, in Barrow, and here at Point Lay, you ate what they had available, and pray it didn’t have energy to walk away after you sat down at the dinner table.
I had learned they even had a High School in Barrow, a few folks with Bachelor Degrees, and perhaps I was the highest at the Graduate level, but no one paid much attention. In Barrow they wanted to hire me for a Chemical Dependency Director of a clinic, I had to turn it down, but it was getting my attention, until I started thinking about those long nights, and questioned my ability to remain sober under such isolation. Furthermore, employment seemed to be fine during my stay, a few drunks not working—but that was more self imposed I would think than no work available, and I do remember it was a dry area for alcohol, during those days, but the black market was booming, $250-dollars for a fifty, and a quart would cost you fifty dollars more, and a half gallon, at $400, was a bargain. I’m not going to tell you how they got that alcohol from one point to the next, or to the consumer, lest I lose my standing in the great state of Alaska, but they got it with a little ingenuity.
It also seemed to me, almost half the folks were not married, a few divorced; (Just observations, no more.)

Assut was the little boy’s name, a deep dark-eyed lad, and a face that always had a clammy smile on it; he was always looking for small holes it seemed, to see if any creatures would pop out I think.
On another observation, the weather got to be—at the end of the month—in the 30s to 40s, and it was warm compared to my first few days there, I suppose summer was breaking into the land.


The Find


I had drawn a map from the conversation I had with the assistant young archeologist (in my mind at first, and at the hotel in Barrow later on that is).

It was now July, and I knew him and his team would be gone from the site, he had told me so during that loose conversation we had, it was just a matter of days he said, at that time, and thus, I had give him all of twenty-five days; my senses told me: I‘d find something if I’d peruse this quest, but not quite to the extent of what I did find; matter-of-fact, I now understand why he wanted to hide the site from me, and the whole world beyond me, for safe keeping. But Qaviangaq and Umanaq would be the best-gifted hunters any explorer could ask for, better guides than official guides that is, to include their happy but pest-like, two little children, whom of course came along.
The trip was hard, and enduring, and I could—and may at a later date, get into that more, but I wish to get to the premise of this story, and it is a story indeed worth its salt. I have shared many of my trips, and exploits with people, and found many things, such as footprints in stone on islands off the coast of Brazil, human footprints, with animal prints beside them, and stones carved in the image of bulls, fish and other animals, at other sites, in addition to rock art found on farms in Maui, and giant stones on top of mountains, cared into bears and elephant images, and never told a person until now, it will be for them to find although (one in New Hampshire, many near Cerro de Pasco, one stone image in particular in Malta, and so forth…) but this was even more of a find.
We had found the spot that the team had excavated, I guess Americans and Venezuelan scientists is what the team was made up of, and it was a primitive site indeed. I am not sure what to call them, but apemen might do; the find was not the mummy the young lad had showed me a picture of, the mummy we did find, and it was put back into its original place inside the cave (I saw it), and the bones of the whales were sticking out a foot when I got to the site—as I expected, below the cave.
But the surprise was that, what I was now looking at, was a different site, not sure if they had even saw it or not—most likely not, but it wasn’t far from theirs: ‘maybe’ I thought ‘they were so engrossed at their find, and covering it backup, they didn’t see the other one; everything seemed to be unmoved for ages. If indeed they did find this site, I was not as careful as they, I moved much of it here and there, took nothing, but moved almost everything, touched it, examined it: almost made love to it—just kidding.
I told myself: I found a Galapagos of bone, of strange creatures in a cave; artwork on the walls; one species was of a frog, the bones were small, a carving was of that on the wall; perhaps some of these bones dated back when South America, North America and Alaska were all solidly embedded with Asia/Europe and Africa, also on the other side fused together as one continent. Look at any map, it shows a ripping apart of the continents on the Atlantic side anyhow and this somewhat proved it.
I had no scientific facts for anything, but there was volcanic dust in the cave, perhaps from the Ordovician age I surmised, when life emerged from the sea as they (the so called experts) articulated, to gradually developing into amphibians, as they say.
These bones were old, as others were perhaps somewhere around five million year old. I find most anthropologist are narrow-minded (I’ve known a few, and then a few too many), or fixed on their own concepts, or too much wedged into a book, with no room for compromise, but be that as it may, the question arises, nonetheless, ‘…when did the lineages of ape and humankind diverge?’ an unanswerable question indeed.
As a Christian I do not have a hard time with that, simply read my story on pre humans ((‘Before Eve’) (an Epic poem)); but here I was faced with fact in front of me; not evolutionary fact (I do not believe a banana will ever make a monkey into a larger primate and then onto mankind), but species fact. I, not like the so many scientist who try, and try and then fit a jaw bone part into a skull, and call it Peking Man, or Java Man, and link it to mankind in particular (reconstructing a scene they never saw), hence, my guess work was as good as theirs: although with this find and the hundreds of bones I saw, and skulls, and bear bones, and so for and so on, and carvings on the wall, it would not be hard to do, I could have according to their standards, recreated the Garden of Eden.
Consequently, I have to take modern scientists beliefs that species eventually developed into whatever they feel like theorizing in five to ten-million years, and break it down to a more sensible concept. These bones were real, fossil looking were some, old sediments, very primitive; but I did not see anything in the world that tells me people turned into fossils, not even buried by mudslides. So I must assume these species were from a time before humanity existed. A pre human stage was developed perhaps, and in the process devoured by superhuman beings, and a lower species survived the age somehow.
Here, I found mysterious ear holes in skulls, and small nostril holes in skulls. I couldn’t do any scientific dating, so I will never know. Whatever the bones were, and from what era, they were not of my God’s human creation I assure you, it was perhaps on some creation prior to that which man seems to have so prophetic, profound negative concepts against.



Written at home, Lima, Peru May 8, 2006 (Reedited 1-8-2009) Part one of two parts (see: “Whale Bone Graveyard”)







Whale Bone Graveyard
(Haunting of the Bones)

I must at this time, add this little brief to my previous story called “The Midnight Sun,” done some three-years ago; not that I am proud to do so, for I have never mentioned it in any of my former writings, but perhaps I should now. You know kind of wipe the slate clean.
When I returned to Barrow, Alaska, from Point Lay, where I had spent six-weeks, I was quite happy with my experience, perchance too happy, I walked around the town like a peacock, and pride comes before destruction, so they say—: remember this is back in June and July, of 1996, and I walked to a café down along the beach area, well there is a sea, to be exact, so it would be more like the banks of the sea I walked. Matter-of-fact, I walked it a few days in a row, and discovered there was a cemetery of sorts there. It is an open kind of cemetery, in that it is not guarded by anything, nor is there a fence. And large whale bones, perhaps a few hundred years old, were sticking out and above ground, from their entrenched environment, out above the ground four to five feet some, others a few feet, and still others just barely. It is where—in years past, folks lived, there was no wood, so they used whale bones to construct the insides of their abodes, like dugouts, which were used along the Mississippi river a hundred and twenty-five years ago.
I walked among this whalebone, graveyard, looked about, it haunted me, I wanted a piece of a whale bone, a reminder, souvenir, something along those lines, and I did not ask the ancestors for permission, as I had done on Easter Island, and in the Killing Fields, in Cambodia, and other such places, I just took a small, very small piece off the top of a bone, it was loose, and I help it become looser you might say, and I do not mean this fancily, I am sorry I did it (and apologize to the ancestors for doing it, and to the people of Barrow for having done it): anyhow, I took it, went back to the hotel, and went to sleep, I had three more days in Barrow before I’d leave, and for two of them, the ancestors haunted me, like white on rice: “Bring it back, bring it back….” It was almost a nightly hum for hours on end, in my ears, in my bones, in my stomach.
Thus, I returned the little piece of bone to its original spot, placed it where I took it off, wish I could have glued it back on, but that was not possible—and I’m not kidding.
In any event, while at the site I had asked the ancestors to forgive me, aloud, and let me say, I do believe they know if a person is serious or not. It was a humbling experience, but once back at the hotel, I got a very good Midnight Sun, sleep, and that was appreciated.


The story, “Whale Bone Graveyard,” was written, 1-10-2009, as part two, to the short story, written May 8, 2006 called, “The Midnight Sun.”





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Whale Bone Graveyard (Part two to the story "The Midnight Sun")

Whale Bone Graveyard
(Haunting of the Bones)

I must at this time, add this little brief to my previous story called “The Midnight Sun,” done some three-years ago; not that I am proud to do so, for I have never mentioned it in any of my former writings, but perhaps I should now. You know kind of wipe the slate clean.
When I returned to Barrow, Alaska, from Point Lay, where I had spent six-weeks, I was quite happy with my experience, perchance too happy, I walked around the town like a peacock, and pride comes before destruction, so they say—: remember this is back in June and July, of 1996, and I walked to a café down along the beach area, well there is a sea, to be exact, so it would be more like the banks of the sea I walked. Matter-of-fact, I walked it a few days in a row, and discovered there was a cemetery of sorts there. It is an open kind of cemetery, in that it is not guarded by anything, nor is there a fence. And large whale bones, perhaps a few hundred years old, were sticking out and above ground, from their entrenched environment, out above the ground four to five feet some, others a few feet, and still others just barely. It is where—in years past, folks lived, there was no wood, so they used whale bones to construct the insides of their abodes, like dugouts, which were used along the Mississippi river a hundred and twenty-five years ago.
I walked among this whalebone, graveyard, looked about, it haunted me, I wanted a piece of a whale bone, a reminder, souvenir, something along those lines, and I did not ask the ancestors for permission, as I had done on Easter Island, and in the Killing Fields, in Cambodia, and other such places, I just took a small, very small piece off the top of a bone, it was loose, and I help it become looser you might say, and I do not mean this fancily, I am sorry I did it (and apologize to the ancestors for doing it, and to the people of Barrow for having done it): anyhow, I took it, went back to the hotel, and went to sleep, I had three more days in Barrow before I’d leave, and for two of them, the ancestors haunted me, like white on rice: “Bring it back, bring it back….” It was almost a nightly hum for hours on end, in my ears, in my bones, in my stomach.
Thus, I returned the little piece of bone to its original spot, placed it where I took it off, wish I could have glued it back on, but that was not possible—and I’m not kidding.
In any event, while at the site I had asked the ancestors to forgive me, aloud, and let me say, I do believe they know if a person is serious or not. It was a humbling experience, but once back at the hotel, I got a very good Midnight Sun, sleep, and that was appreciated.


The story, “Whale Bone Graveyard,” was written, 1-10-2009, as part two, to the short story, written May 8, 2006 called, “The Midnight Sun.”


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Friday, January 09, 2009

Poems: Suicide-bomber; Hamas... & Deeper than the Beast

Suicide-bomber
((LAHORE, Pakistan)(Terrorism))


They do this clear-eyed, this is their game,
Though the whole world grows sick with fits of it
Such butcheries does man devise for man,
No conscious and no blood in the face.
Thus, out of Hell’s slime they climb
Thinking of Paradise—doing the bidding
For the abyss, a stench upon our days
And ways of life… a sign of the times!


Note: 1-9-2009 (No: 2540)



Hamas,
No corsetry, no Defense (war 1-2009)


They took the sword of Mohammad
That shined, and serviced the right
But tarnished now, with bright blood
Of their own kind; from the streets of
Al-Attara, Gaza: planting explosives
To kill, or let be killed their people:
Perversely using civilians as human shields;
Putting snipers in positions in mosques,
All to glorify Allah, and honor their God;
Bombs by gas stations, booby-trapped
Civilian houses, all for show and tell…
To let the world think, they live in Hell.
Forgetting, who’s really the devil!

1-10-2009(No: 2541)

Note: I do believe we look for solutions for war and peace, yes; we like to start them, and win them, and yell peace, when we get tired of them. But war always continues if it serves a purpose; no matter if we want to believe it or not, this ongoing war with Palestine or Hamas, or the PLO, and Israel, it serves a purpose, maybe not yours or mine, but someone’s. And until the price to pay is not worth war, it will continue. On another note, Satan, like God, uses who is usable, and available, thus, we can take it from there.









Deeper than the Beast

What monsters of mythological dens are we?
Can we match the horror of the Huns?
Or the Roman Legions?
The heated blood coagulates, makes man insane
Leaps out of his senses, goes furious, as if in an outrage:
By what they do, it would seem to me,
We are deeper than the beast!
And now seek to eat, the reptiles while they sleep.

1-10-2009 (No: 2542) Written in Lima, Peru





The Council (ruling body) of the Continental University, of Huancayo, Peru, congratulates and recognizes Dr. Dennis Lee Siluk for his abundant intellectual contribution (with his writings), permitting the Mantaro Valley’s attributes to be known worldwide. November, 27, 2008

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Monday, January 05, 2009

To the Palestine War-Lords (a Poem)

To the Palestine War-Lords
((1-6-2009/ No: 2536) (by: Dennis L. Siluk))

I

How have you fed your people upon lies,
And cried “Peace! Peace! And knew it would not die!
For now the iron demon takes to the sky,
And in your new-found city and lands,
Vigilant and fierce a deadly dragon flies.
Twenty-thousand cannons echo your ruling,
To whose philosophical exhortation to you bend your knees
And lift unto the Lord of evil your eyes?

This is Hell’s work: lower you hands from heaven
Lest those hands melt, from holding up the sword!
There stands another blood stained alter,
At your bowing, there stand the infernal seraphim
Give unto Satan, your conspiring secrets,
For the blood of nations, flow by your mandated credo.


II

Be yours the doom Palestine’s voice foretold
As unto Babylon, O ye has cursed the Lord,
Cast the evil sword, its shadow upon you own kind
And for whose pride a million souls grow cold!
You shall reap what you have planted, and hold!
You have murdered and claimed God’s permission,
And at your judgments, desolation stands;
For in your hearts, minds and souls, God has left them grow cold.

Your soldier’s parish and your civilians drown;
You are the vulture, and the fist, beating on the weak.
It is ye, whose words have sickened the clouds,
Infected the rivers and the people’s hearts:
Your prayers mislead, nor give good will:
Hide on the brow of the murder-Satan, or Cain.

III

Lift not your voices to the gentle God:
Your god is of shambles! Let your nation
Moan, they shall be your sacrifice to your king and deity:
Bel and Moloch, who offer fire and death,
A world in which ye preferred, with lies;
Learn now from horror and truth,
What God has tried to teach you!

Friday, January 02, 2009

Days without Women (A short story of a young man's drinking life)

Days without Women

It wasn’t any serious conversation, nothing much at all, mostly about not seeing him for a long time, and then he sat down by her in the Monetary Bar, off the corners of Sycamore street and Acker, the Jackson Street bridge in the front of the bar, a few hundred feet away, that cross the railroad track underneath it, he sat on a stood, hadn’t seen Jennifer St. Clair, for a very long time, perhaps 15-years he being thirty-eight years old now, she about thirty-five.
Everybody else around the bar was too drunk to notice him at first, someone was hammering on the bar for another drink, an old friend he noticed; then he noticed another old friend, who hadn’t noticed him yet, was bragging how he was a Black Belt now in karate. Then he ordered a coke. The girl looked at him strangely, but she had heard he had quite drinking some five-years back, his brother had said it to someone, and someone mentioned it in passing to someone else, and she picked up on it, someplace along the line.
“All right,” said Jennifer, “what’s up, what brought you back to this corner bar?”
“You mean, why I am here if I don’t drink anymore?” said Lee.
“I guess that’s what I mean. You got out of the neighborhood, you’re one of the few, and if you stick around here you’ll be like us again, drunks, busybodies, and gossipers.”
“I did stay away for a long time; I guess I wanted to simply say hello, and goodbye.”
It was early evening, Friday, and the counter of the bar was full of people, at the far-end of the counter, to his right, was a group of people, they looked familiar to Lee, but older of course, he stared at them, they looked out of place to his mind, his new world of sobriety. The girl next to him, her husband waved, his name was Johnny, and kept on talking to the folks at the end of the bar, then the karate man, waved, but kept a serious look, his hair was cut short, Lee knew him when he was a kid, they hung around together, his sister always had a crush on him, and Jennifer looked away from them, she was more lovely then he had remembered her.
“They’ll wanting you to go over there in a few minutes and drink with them, you know how they get,” she said, then hesitated, adding, “please Lee get out of here.”
Her hands were slim and brown and lovely, she was of the Chippewa race of Indians, like Johnny her husband.
“I will, I swear I will go after I finish my coke, Ok?”
“It won’t make you happy staying here,” she commented with a half smile, her puerperal vision, catching her husband’s eye looking at Lee, as if to try and persuade him to join the guys.
“If they want you to join them, what you going to do about it?” asked the girl.
“I told you, leave after I drink my coke.”
“No: I mean what really are you going to do, go join them, or what?”
“I’m not sure,” he said. “They can join me I suppose.”
She glanced at him, and put out her hand, and he held it lightly, then let go quickly (as she picked up her glass of beer and drank it half down), “I always liked you Lee,” she said, adding “you were always different.”
“Want a beer Lee?” said Johnny from afar.
“No, thanks,” said Lee.
“It doesn’t do any good to stay, they’ll keep on needling you until you have a drink with them,” said Jennifer.
“Yes,” responded Lee, “I know how it is, I suppose this proves it.”
“I’m sorry Lee, but nothing has changed here since you’ve been gone traveling around the world I hear? Although it’s nice you haven’t forgotten us. I care for you very much, I’m stuck here, and you aren’t.”
“I understand.” He said.
“Yaw, that’s the trouble, you do understand,” she said with a sigh, and finishing off the other part of the glass of beer, then yelling at the barman to bring her another.



Lee started thinking about his drinking days, his Army travels, there were many of them, twenty-years of drinking, eight-years in the Army, he stopped drinking back in ’84, he told himself he ought to get whatever there was out of life, sober now, instead of bar after bar life. Women were plentiful, but he was too drunk to do anything with them half the time. He had come a long way. He saw the bar he used to drink in, while stationed at Fort Rucker, Alabama, back in ’78, the vision was clear, there was this girl kind of sticking on him—or trying to, every time he came into the bar she’d sit by him and say, “Why is a nice looking soldier like you getting drunk every night here?”
She was a good looker, fine shape, some years younger than him, but a pest he thought, trying to reform him, when he didn’t want to be transformed or reformed or taken apart and put back together.
He had come close to telling her off many times, but this one night he did, all drunk eyed and under a dark cloud, he said in so many words, “Why is a nice girl like you lying about here waiting for me, drinking beer only to insult me, you’re a glass fixture in here just like me, just not so drunk. Shut up and beat it.”
She left, not sure if she was hurt, or wounded because of the words, but he added as she walked away, “You’re no saint baby!” And she never looked back, matter of fact; she drank her drink slowly, and disappeared, never to return.
Then there was the girl in the bar downtown Minneapolis, back in 1982, that one sat by him all night trying to tell him to go home with her—to bed with her, pretty as a peacock, but he sculled back in his chair, as if it was a boat, and lashed out at her like a viper, looking though his beer glass, she must have been rich he thought, but he wanted his drinking time, and he didn’t want to be uncomfortable, her hair was floating as the fan overhead circulated the warm air in the bar.
She left confused, her charms didn’t work, alcohol won, her face looked hard, her head and noise up in the air, dingily like, and there were a handful of more girls, in a hundred more bars, but it was all the same: you bumped in to one, was like bumping into the all, he told himself, one was just like another, but he wasn’t looking for girls, he was looking to get drunk and if a girl wanted to be quiet and submit to his style, ok, if not adios.
There was even a time when he went home with a girl, and they were in bed, and he said wait a minute, and vomited all over her bed and floor, that completed the night, and he passed out in his car.
It was a hell of a thing all right, to get drunk daily, and chase the women off nightly, and pass out, wake up, it was a hurricane hit, each twenty-four hours.


“Come back Lee wherever you are,” said Jennifer.
They hadn’t said a word for a while, Lee had zoned out of the present, and she noticed that.
Johnny had yelled for Lee to have a beer with him, and so did Mr. Karate man, and Big Ace, and a few of the others, of the one time gang members that were now aging, said Jeninifer back to them, “What do you want with him?”
“Have him come and have a drink with us,” said a voice from the group.
“No,” she said, “Were talking about old times, you know that.”
“All right,” said the unnamed voice.
“This place is all wrong for you Lee.”
“Yes, I got to go, but I’ll come back visit you folks again,” said Lee.
“No, you won’t, and I don’t blame you.” She said.
“No, really, I’ll come back.”
“We’ll see,” she commented.
“Yes,” he said, “That’s the hell of it, my curiosity: it will probably entice me to do so. I like to see how every one is.”
“Really.” She could not believe he said that, her voice was happy and sad at the same time.
“You better go then,” her voice sounded hurt, and yet, undamaged.
He looked at her, the shape of her face, there was still youth in her eyes, she had three children now, so she had said, her cheek bones curved outward, in another five years, she’d be unable to find her beauty, he knew that, funny she still had some he thought. She had a thick head of dark hair, and a nice forehead he thought.
“Oh, you’re too sweet,” he said.
“And when you come back, you can tell me of all the travels you done since then.”
Her voice sounded stranger, not recognizable, yet settled in the fact it was as it had to be.
“Yes,” he said ominously, “if the good Lord’s willing.” Adding, “you’re right, I’m a different man, and at times I’m even a stranger to myself.”
He looked at the door, at her, he saw that she was a tinge uncomfortable with him now, the forth glass of beer in front of her, half gone, and he was to her likewise, a different looking man. The group down at the corner of the bar moved a little ways closer to them, as if working their way down. Then looking into her beer glass, it was like a mirror, he saw his past it was all quite true, he was out of place here.
Next, he started to leave the bar, she said, as he passed her,
“You look very well, Lee; you must be living a very good life.”
He never looked back, he knew if he would he’d see the group, and then have to have that drink, and it just wasn’t worth it.


Written in Lima, Peru 1-2-2009